I am totally confused now. What should I do? Go back to engineering? Or to stay firm on my decision to do what I really wanna do? My mom pointed out all the benefits of engineering.. Let me recollect them…

* Its easy to get a job
* My future will be safe
* Its a plus point in getting an alliance
* It has a good status status in the society
* Its a valid degree anywhere in the world
* It is possible to go for a no. of other jobs besides engg
* Etc, etc..

I dont have any benefits to point out regarding fashion designing because luck has to play an important part besides skill, and also, money matters a lot. Coming from an upper middle class family, I have the need to get a job as soon as my studies r over, and I must be careful enough not to spend much money over my studies. But money isnt’t the problem here as far as I know. Its the ego thats causing the problem.. Someone is taking all this as a prestige issue. As if I’m trying to take somebody else’s side and is trying to crush someone down… Isnt someone forgetting that we’re all one family? I am sick of this.. I’ve seen enough of this, and if I can escape to some place where I wont have to see this, I wouldn’t miss the chance.