Life sucks.. atleast for the moment, i feel so.. Nothing’s happening. Till last week, I had something to get me going, and that was the exam for selection to Bachelor of Fashion Technology degree, in Assumption College. Now that its over, its frustration period for me.. Will I get through, or won’t I? The hype is over, its the boring engineering life again. I have to complete records and the never-ending assignments. How did I bring myself into some place that I never ever wanted to tread upon? Maybe thats what engineering is all about!!

Life truly sucks big time… I am feeling depressed right now. Many of my friends have misunderstood me.. They have imagined me as someone whom i can never be even in their worst nightmares. What should I do? I don’t have the patience to make them understand who I am. Now some of them think that I’ve been avoiding them, which is something I wouldnt do ever in my life… Atleast, if I’m avoiding anybody, I’ll take care to see that the person doesnt feel so!! So far I’ve tried to keep everybody happy. If u try to make everyone happy, then ur life will suck for sure… Thats what I’ve heard.. Maybe thats whats happening to me right now.

Haven’t I heard somewhere.. When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.. Its a song, and it makes sense to me right now.. Gawwwd help me out of this crazy mood.. I maybe very much passionate about solitude. But that’s the solitude which i create myself, and not the one thats imposed on me… See… this is what happens when I am left alone at home…