Oh God!! What a month!!! What a start!!! Tensions and more of it coming up… One problem is almost solved.. Anyways, plenty of solutions have already been found… Like my friend said, if plan A doesn’t work, go for plan B… So far, I’ve planned upto E level I think!! I just hope that it works, coz if it doesn’t, then I’m done for… But now, things have turned out in favor of me.. Hence, I must consider myself lucky!! Maybe I’m God’s favorite kid right now!!! Why? Have I been really good? Or am I that desperate? Yeah, the latter is more like it! But I’m a person who can be fooled easily, and therefore, I must not take these positive signs seriously… Maybe two or three days later, I’ll realize that I’m back to square one. I hate square one!! Thats the saddest part, but no matter how many similar experiences I’ve had, I won’t learn.. I won’t learn that these signs mean nothing… and I won’t learn that it is utterly useless to worry about them… I’m glad that God is there with me!

And now speaking about the other problems… Well.. I think people tend to say anything when their head is on fire.. But I don’t think that the situation heated up so much, so as to set fire to anybody’s head… Maybe some people were overwhelmed about it… not me… But if the same luck continues in my life, maybe everything will turn out fine… But what I call “fine” are things that’re fine only to my eyes, isn’t it? Am I being foolish? When am I being more foolish? When I choose my own path? Or is it when I walk through the way that was set for me by someone? I’ve never made any decisions ever in my life so far. Life has been rude enough to make someone else to do that for me all the time. This time I’m not gonna let life do that mean old dirty trick on me. Coz I’m in charge of my life, and I will be, from now until I last..