Of course, I’m happy that I made it into Assumption College for fashion designing; my dream has almost come true. But I wish that it was not Assumption, but some other college in B’lore. Assumption offers a valid degree from a known university, but I need enough exposure into this field coz I’m aspiring to make it big into this field, and not jus make it into it. But there’s another problem brewing up at my home. I really wish that my mom would whole-heartedly send me for this degree. But I dont see that happening. Anyways, I’ve decided to go, my bro and dad agrees with me, and eventually, mom will too.. I know that and I hope so…

Other than that, today was a great day, but I keep wondering why people who dont even know me properly take the interest and liberty to judge me. Why the hell do they care for what I do? It does not affect them in any way, does it? I’m a very sensitive person, I take criticism right to my heart, especially from people who doesnt know anything about my situations. I’ve never been in their way, have I? Or is it that they don’t want me around anywhere? The fact that I’m a very sensitive and emotional person is unknown to most.. The slighest degree of anger, hatred, sarcasm, neglect etc can set me crying bitterly… Thats my worst drawback, I cry like a baby when I’m emotionally broken down and I cannot hold back my tears even if it is in the public.. But I try my level best not to do so, though… Of course, when tears come to our eyes, our vision will be certainly blurred, thats my strength!! As long as we can’t see them, we don’t have to care about the presence of others..!!!

Well, there’re a hell lot of reasons around me to cry about, and a hell lot of others to laugh about.. And also, there’re some other things too, about which I dont know whether to cry or laugh… Therefore right now, I’m puzzled… and sleepy too… So I’m gonna try and get some good sleep right after this…